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Looking towards the new year, the biggest thing will be doing without thinking about the fear of the outcome of the doing. This means making bad things, and that's ok, but I need to stop procrastinating and just do more things.

It's always been easier for me to do things for other people and much harder to do things for myself. I've taken away most of the "things for other people" other than TKD which is mostly for myself, but I have someone telling me what to do.

I don't want to make money, I want to make a little bit of happiness for other people, but those people aren't specific, just anyone who might stumble upon it. Sadly, it's easier to get views by fueled by hate (which was never my intention, just happened that way.)

2015 was supposed to be a year of new beginnings, but ended up being a year of dead ends and (fun) distractions. which isn't to say is bad, per se, but here's hoping that 2016 is a we bit more productive and that I finally figure out a new direction.

I think part of the problem is the boot strapping. It's easier to create, when you have an audience to interact with, but until you create, you cannot find your audience.

2015 went way too fast.