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2024-07-12 12:20 am
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coughing

Sunday I came down with something (I've had many negative COVID tests.) Luckily TKD is closed for the week and when I felt up to it, I did my CrossFit workouts at home (I didn't always feel up to it.)

Mostly documenting when this started, because I have a sneaking suspicion this is going to be one of those "coughing for 4-6 weeks" illnesses.
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2024-07-06 09:02 pm
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TKD test

I passed my test. They said I got a 92, but I can't quite figure out how that happened.

I was lucky with knowledge and they asked me things I mostly knew. I was a bit long winded when explaining some things. I will say I was shakier on my speech than I expected too, so I was clearly nervous. I think my writing test went well (I think I over heard him say 100%)

The foot definitely gave me trouble. In my basic motion I made a lot of mistakes with my hand open or not. Not something I've ever done before and had nothing to do with my injury. The foot REALLY hurt when I tried to catch myself for front falling. I made a noise and collapsed from plank (the technique requires you stay on your toes, in kind of a wide legged plank.) There were a few other times when there was a lot of pain, but mostly it was just aching. It restricted my movement and power some, but not enough that I couldn't get through it.

My 4 direction kick went better than I would have guessed, but I wobbled a few times. Taekbaek was ok, though again I lost my balance when supporting myself on the bad foot. Kumgang went WAY better than I feared it would, since it's all balance. Koryo went fairly well, with a few strained facial expressions.

My creative gumbup (sword) was not impacted by the foot. It went ok, but I forgot to slide my foot when sheathing the sword.

Sparring was very difficult, because I was moving slowly and deliberately, it was hard to react. Sadly my partner slightly hurt her ankle. I hope it's ok.

The creative poomsae were really good this year. One student did a Wednesday Addams routine, complete with playing the cello. People liked my "magic" appearing sword. I missed the timing a little on my creative poomsae, but given I had not practiced it with full kicks because of the foot, not bad.

We had choice for our demo breaking. I hope I picked hard enough ones. I wanted a really high tuning round house, but I didn't adjust the board up far enough and ended up breaking it with my shin (not that it hurt, just bad distance.)

Power breaking I felt like I had done well enough on the rest of the test to risk trying for 7 boards as a personal challenge. (5 is required, you get a bonus point per extra board, but if you don't break them, you are scored with 5-the number you didn't break. So if you claim 7, and break only 2, that's 0 points.) I went through them very cleanly and impressed a few of the students.

I really started to relax as the test went on, even with the foot.

I really hope the foot heals soon. I'm very tired of being limited by it, but the big worry is over. I was able to pass. I will try to be kind to it at CrossFit. The dojang is closed for the week, so I don't even have to think about if I should attend or not.

But hey, did it before 50!
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2024-07-03 09:38 pm
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helluva boss

Sorry if I've talked about this here before, I can't find a post, but it feels like I've said most of this before.

I've been really enjoying Helluva Boss. I can't actually recommend it to people, however, since it is NSFW, crude, violent, sexual, and a little random. It has some Zim Energy (and in fact, has the Zim voice actor as one of the characters and vocal director.) It's done by the same creator who did Hazbin Hotel. It also has some of the most moving animation and acting that I've seen in a long time and relationship plots that are complex and motivated. I'm also finding that what I thought was kind of throw away things in the first 6 episodes were actually setting up the characters. (I feel like the first really good episode is 7.) Though there are definitely some filler that I don't like that much.

One of the things that I love best is a fan song that the animators and cast redid to make cannon, called "Just Look My Way," and it's just so lovely and moving.

The next episode doesn't come out until October.

I also find it funny that one of the characters, Stolas, is based off a demon written in an text from the 1500s who "teaches astronomy and is knowledgeable about herbs, plants, and precious stones. He is often depicted as a raven or a crowned owl with long legs" I'm just amused by a demon of astronomy.
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2024-05-29 12:16 pm
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foot injury


while rowing, I had that weird feeling in my right foot that I get from time to time since I rolled that ankle. Then in TKD I had a sharp pain in the top of my foot after kicking a target. I got the sharp pain again when I tried to manipulate the toes to stretch the issue out.

I then finished class and did my 1000 jump ropes without much foot pain, but I did trigger some tendon inflammation. The tendon inflammation has gone away, but the pain in the foot has not and it felt wrong, so I went to urgent care. They took x-rays and discharged me finding nothing.
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2024-05-27 12:53 pm
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Lake Dennison

Last minute two friends invited me to their campsite at the Lake Dennison Recreation Area in Winchendon. I had a lovely fresh water swim, some games, and a cookout over a small wood fire. It was a really lovely day.

It's a drive up campsite with bathrooms and a shower within walking distance. The sites are close enough together that you can see the people around you clearly, but not so close that you feel crowded in. They are only $17 a night and other than the pine sap anywhere, and they were a bit tight about guests (I had to be registered to the camp site to come see them,) it was a really lovely place.

The "grill" over the fire wasn't completely ideal for cooking, so it might be a good idea to bring metal cooking vessels, like my friends had. Wood was $7 a bundle and had to be purchased on site.

They also have a public beach, but I didn't check it out.

I'd love to go again sometime, if people were so inclined.
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2024-03-10 07:32 pm
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Kaylee and an emergency vet visit

Kaylee started limping (back left foot, I think) suddenly with no indication of a fall or injury. I did some quick checks on her, some quick research. It wasn't getting better and she was meowing when putting weight on it. I phoned the 24 hour vet to ask if I should bring her. They didn't have any strong advice. Since she's being treated for kidney issues and back leg weakness is a sign that it's progressed, I think I was overly worried. That and because it had no cause that we knew of.

I took her in, and she got triaged and then we waited. By the time the vet saw her, the mix of adrenaline and time meant she was mostly walking ok. The vet did some range of motion checks, felt for physical issues, and other quick physical assessments.

They gave us some pain and sedation medication.

Now at home she's walking better than when I took her in, but she's still favoring it.

Maybe I over reacted, I'm not sure. Maybe I should have waited long to see if it would resolve itself.
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2024-02-17 11:43 pm

200 hours in baldur's gate 3

I've past 200 hours in baldur's gate 3 and i'm still really enjoying it. It's been a long time since I've enjoyed a video game this much.

lots of babbling about bg3 )
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2024-02-01 12:11 am
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computer

My computer was rebooting randomly, usually when trying to start fusion 360 or Baldur's Gate 3. I was also sometimes having games go framey suddenly, so I decided to get a new desktop gaming computer. So far so good. I still have to get everything reinstalled on the new machine, move my 4T drive with all my videos and photos and buy and install a 8T drive and get anything important copied off the 3 drives I'm not moving to the new machine.

I splurged, so I hope this machine does me well.

If I had had any indication of what was failing on the old machine. I likely would have just replaced a single part (best guess the power supply or the graphics card,) but the reboots were so sudden, there was no error correction. I replaced the motherboard and processor about 5 years ago. The graphics card was a 1060 from 2016 (though might not have been using it since 2016.)
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2024-01-25 02:06 pm
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benchmark

There is a speed I can jog for 20 minutes at. It's only just barely over walking. The treadmill told me it was a 18m/mi pace, but I got to run a bench mark today outside, and it was a 13:39 pace for 18 minutes.

I'm guessing the next step is to do the intervals, but as medium/slow intervals instead of jog/walk.

My tendon was not as happy with me. I don't know if it was the outdoor running or if it was the change of shoes. I've been using the treadmill with my crossfit shoes, but I used my running (hoka) shoes today.

I would love to know what pace I should be aiming for on the treadmill, since it's so off from reality, but at least now I know about where I am.
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2024-01-12 08:51 am
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obessiojns: and it's gone

And the obsession gone. It faded a few days ago. I'm still enjoying the game and wanting to play, but the fire of obsession is gone. It's just a plain, ordinary interest now. It was super fun to ride it while it lasted. I keep trying to recapture it, but it's not happening. It's just so interesting how things are muted now and I can't even imagine what I remember feeling or even why. But even the memory still makes me happy.

I hope I can tap into that fire with other things more often. It felt so good for my brain.
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2024-01-11 01:25 pm
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flooded basement

Because of the large snow that was followed by huge amounts of rain that melted all the snow, our basement flooded to about 2-3". I ran out, got a utility pump for $100 that could pump to 1/8" (but needed 2 3/8" to prime, but I got around that.) I ordered it for pick up to make sure they actually had it in stock. The Wilmington Ace was super fast doing this and amazingly friendly in general.

While trying to plug it in, we discovered that the GFCI had done their job and blown when not one, but two extension cords were underwater. I didn't even think about there being a shock risk, so I'm very grateful for modern safety measures.

We got the pump pumping out a window and waited for the water to go down. Apparently my basement had multiple low spots, so I had to pump out different place. My exercise rooms eva mats were floating.
We started doing damage control on getting wet boxes out of it. Most of the stuff in my basement is raised up on plastic shelves. I think I need to make sure everything is from now on.

I couldn't find the wet filter for my shop vac and most stores had closed, so I went and got one that might or might not work, but it worked well enough. We shop vac'd and sponged up the remaining puddles.

I think I have most of the puddles pulled up, though there's part of the weight room floor that is pinned under the weight rack, so there might be some water under there.

We started the dehumidifier (it said 88%!) and are now waiting for things to dry out.

The damage seems minimal, the water was clean, we got to bed at a reasonable time. As disasters go, not too bad.

As always, G was a perfect partner.

There are reasons that a sump is not an ideal solution. Especially since our basement has multiple low points and also since I think the level of the pond greatly effects if we have water in our basement.

We're hoping this was an aberration, knowing that climate change does make such weird circumstances more likely, so we aren't going to do anything unless this happens a second time. We will make sure that we raise up anything off the floor from now on.

I might also have not discovered some of the damage. For example, will my squat rack rust? Somethings will just have to wait for time to tell.
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2024-01-10 11:22 am
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new year low and high

I started the year out feeling really horrible. Physically and mentally. I was feeling kind of like "what am I doing?" mixed with physically feeling unspecifically horrible. I even skipped TKD for the first week of the year. I slowly got my energy back as the week went on, but a mix of the low energy and the weather means that I've not gotten back on my running schedule yet.

Then I became obsessed with Baulder's Gate 3, which I mention not because I want to sing the praises of the game, but rather that the obsession has felt so good. IT's been energizing and joyful. It even has been making me feel like my brain is just working better. I feel like I can process information better and the daily puzzle I do is easier.

It is messing a bit with my sleep however. But not too badly and I think it's an overall win.

It feels completely different than when being obsessed with a project which has a lot of ups and downs as one fights with the problems that arise.

I have been having to do an interesting dance between seeking out more content and avoiding spoilers, since I have a group run (soon to be two group runs) that I don't want get ahead of. Luckily there is a ton of content in the game that is easy to miss on the first play through, just because situations and which characters in your party greatly change what voice lines and outcomes you see. I also have a duo game with G that is going completely off the rails, which is fun. I'm also super bad at battles, so a lot of the actual solo game play has been me reloading a lot.
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2024-01-06 12:07 am
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rebranded my IG

I haven't been posting to my IG a lot lately (but I do have some post ideas I would like to implement, but I decided to rebrand it to "movethisbody," partly because too many people I knew followed it. The straw was my taekwondo studio got an IG I wanted to follow. I think also that there are much better plus size activists out there and soon it won't just be that I'm fat but also that I'll be 50, so it seemed like something a little more generic would be better.

I don't think I'm going to rebrand the youtube channel yet.

Not that it really matters. Both really only reach a very small audience.
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2023-12-15 10:38 am
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adventures in 3d printing

I got my 3d printer (bambu p1s and ams.) Printed a benchy with mostly no problem, then downloaded and printed some conversion rings for cardboard spools for the AMS (the extra part that allows it to automatically switch between 4 rolls of filament.) Then I started to print my first own design, an ornament present for my coaches at CrossFit which was the gym logo and a motto the owner likes. I started with a scaled print, assuming something would go wrong, and it did.

Something was super off with the supports and it printed the back half of the motto as supports, rather than printing any of it. It also broke apart for some reason.

I decided I'd print one half and then glue the halves together, avoiding the need for supports at all. For whatever reason the AMS decided to swap in green instead of red and I was getting some warping and lifting on the black. I though maybe I could bend the warp back, so I printed it at scale, but the warping got so bad that the print got very messed up.

Then I thought I would try to just print the logo. The first time the slicer didn't complain it needed supports, so tried it without supports, but that was disastrous. Then I tried supports, but the supports were printing in red on the white, so it left little red bits. I found the button that lets me change the last layer of supports to white. It didn't come out perfectly (there is still a little pink,) but I think I can declare it "good enough" and print the other three today.

Then I plan to recreate the motto in the bambu slicer, print it separately and then attach it with some jump rings. This should be doable before I leave for Canada.

Then when I get home, I will start work on the other self-designed things and model the part my mother wants replaced.

The AMS is not happy with the cardboard spools, even with the conversion rings, so I have to do some hand holding with it. If I had perfect knowledge of what I was doing, I would have ordered my red, black, and white directly from bambu at the time of purchasing the printer (they were having an amazing deal.)

I also experimented with polishing the benchy, and now I know why people use primer and paint. Even though I could get it glass smooth, I could still see the lines. So this means I won't be getting and bronze silk filament for the sword parts, but rather hand polishing them and then priming and painting.

all the attempts so far )
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2023-12-06 09:15 pm
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now in 3D

I decided this was the year to finally get a 3d printer. I decided that I wouldn't go super cheap this time, so after hearing people's recommendations, I ordered a Bambu P1S with AMS. It is not here yet, but hopefully will arrive soon.

I decided I didn't have to wait to start learning a 3d modeling software, expecially since my last attempt with blender was pretty disastrous. After many amazing recommendations again, I decided to try fusion 360. Their "free non-commercial" licence is limited to 3 years (maybe,) but I decided that was a problem for future-me.

There has been some learning, but the curve was nice and easy for me. I'm still yelling at it and fighting with it, but I think that's because I'm asking it to do things it's not really designed for.

I learned quickly that if you want to do complicated sketches, especially with curves, it was better to use inkscape to edit those first and then import them.

Very quickly I got my design for the charger box done. Then I started my ambitious sword parts, which has taken me this long to finish. Also in there I decided to make a CrossFit Ares ornament as a gift for my coaches and a great way to play with the multi-color printing without making too much printer poop.

I had a lot of fun, even when it was frustrating. Some people have been impressed with what I did so quickly. It's been really nice to not have a huge learning curve, though I may find out the hard way that I messed something WAY up. Hopefully I won't have to re-start from scratch.

We'll just have to see when I start printing the test pieces.

I'm super excited how this will change my costume making. One of the things I want to try is printing scale mail on tulle.

renders of my designs under the cut. )
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2023-11-23 05:50 pm
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Erased, so angry

Odaiko New England sent out it's newsletter and attached was a history of Odaiko New England. Apparently I was never staff and it was Kate who single handedly held ONE together until Juni returned. (Don't get me wrong, she worked very hard at the time, just not alone.) This erases me and Jenny. This makes me so so MAD.

The exact quote: "For a time we felt rudderless. But then Kate Jurow, a long-time performing and board member stepped up to the plate. In spite of limited capacity and no staff, she found a way to keep Odaiko New England teaching and performing."
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2023-11-16 01:04 pm
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mint mobile and the "upgrade" that is only for the company

I switched away from my legacy t-mobile plan recently to mint mobile, so I've been a customer for less than a month. They send email out that says that they're replacing their pay-as-you-go international roaming with a $10/day or $40/week roaming plan and being arrogant enough to claim this is "A new and improved International Roaming service is taking off soon. International Roaming credit is gliding off into the horizon and being replaced with a new Minternational Pass program that gives you waaay more flexibility when traveling abroad."

This is NOT more flexible. I just want to be able to use my phone in Canada, but I don't actually ever do use it. Their old plan was you give them a little bit of money and they'd charge you for what you use. I sent them feedback about this, but I doubt it will do anything. This has all the markings of a decision that has nothing to do with what the customers want.

So now I think I have to look for a new cell service before my 3-months is up with mint. The thing I'm afraid of is that they haven't actually posted this change to their website. They still advertise the old system. In fact, it's hard just to get any news on this at all. Including there are some people on reddit who claim customer service knows nothing about the time line for when this change will go into effect. So how am I going to know if any other service is also planning to do this? So I can't do much research now and will have to do it closer to when my service is set to expire. I started to do a little poking and it's not easy to figure out what deals are temporary and how roaming works or doesn't. I'm betting I'm going to be switching cell phone carriers a lot in the next year.

I'm hoping the change won't happen soon so that my Christmas trip I can still have roaming at the old rate.

I'm just as mad that they are touting it as an improvement when it's only an improvement for them.
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2023-10-16 01:53 pm
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Cell phones

I have a legacy pay-as-you go plan that requires a minimum of $10 a year but any text or phone calls you make use up your balance. A big draw back is there is no way to get data on this plan. I've had it for years and it's served me quite well. Lately however, I've been in a bunch of group texts (which is a good thing. I've been feeling very isolated, so I'm very happy to be included) but it means that I've put about $100 into my phone this year, which is nearing some of the most basic $15/month plans in cost and data on my phone would be a huge win now that the new car has android auto and I could voice respond to messages.

Mint Mobile has a $2 7-day trial that I picked up at a brick and mortar. I got my old broken phone out and put the sim in there. There is a new number for the trial, but I'm not really caring about testing texts or calls, since Mint uses T-mobile, which is where my account is right now. In the next 7 days, I do have to test if I want to take the plunge because once I move my number from the legacy plan, I cannot have the plan back. I'll be carrying around both phones for the 7-days of the trial.

If you have any suggestions on tests I should run, let me know. The trial only has 250MB, so I can't go completely ham* on data testing.

* Today I learned that "going ham" is an acronym that includes swearing.