sad things

I feel sad when I think that not only have I drifted apart from a wonderful and cool friend, but that I've actually put a wedge between me and them so that they'll only begrudgingly accept my presence.

No go on koto,

I don't have a definate answer, but he's not responded to my email and he's delayed for so long I can't imagine he still wants to sell it to me. Maybe he'll suprise me, but I have to face it! No koto for me. *sniff*