Honk festival 2017

I wasn't quite up for Honk but I really wanted to do it, so I forced myself and I'm glad I did. I think a found the right balance between fun, relaxed enjoyment and social. I had one good musician moment too, though in general I felt like such a poser. I'm happy SoH is so accepting of any level of proficiency so at no point did I feel like I was letting SoH down.

I've been struggling again with the "I'm not good at anything" going into this weekend, which likely why it hit hard.

I did get pushed to the front of the stage by the final set, but by that time I was comfortable enough with the song that I could "perform" and that was super fun. I was a bit worried at our HUGE band bouncing in rhythm on the stage, but luckily it could take us.

I'm tired and sore, but it was so worth it.