obessiojns: and it's gone

[forgotten_aria]

And the obsession gone. It faded a few days ago. I'm still enjoying the game and wanting to play, but the fire of obsession is gone. It's just a plain, ordinary interest now. It was super fun to ride it while it lasted. I keep trying to recapture it, but it's not happening. It's just so interesting how things are muted now and I can't even imagine what I remember feeling or even why. But even the memory still makes me happy.

I hope I can tap into that fire with other things more often. It felt so good for my brain.